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PS3 games i have VS games i want

2009-10-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

Games i have:

LBP (Damn fun, getting a 2nd controller so can have 2 players)

Killzone 2 (Trying to get into it again)

CoD: World at War (Stupid lag spoiling the online experience)

Rockband 1 (Fun to play once in awhile)

GH: World Tour (Ditto)

Fight Night Round 4 (Trying to sell it off)

Hakuna Matata (Bought at a big discount but only touched it once)

Star Wars: The Force Unleashed (Waiting for the new DLC to see if its worth keeping)

Games i want to buy:

Operation Flashpoint: Dragon Rising (6 Oct)

Way of the Samurai (13 Oct)

CoD: Modern Warfare 2 (10 Nov)

God of War Collection (10 Nov)

Assassin's Creed 2 (17 Nov) [Maybe]

So many games so little money. Hais.

Day 1 in Melbourne

2009-06-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

So here i am blogging on peiying's laptop after my 1st day in Melb. Haven't slept since i woke up at 5.20am on friday morning for camp. Hahaha.

Took half day off to come back to pack for the trip. Quite minimal luggage. Haha. Had to take a cab myself to the airport coz my papa was at some dinner function thing. Was quite nervous, coz 1stly it was the 1st time i was going to check in and all the whatnot myself, and 2ndly, i have an irrational fear of flying in planes. Hahaha. Went in abit early to take a look at the DFS there, then boarded the plane. Watched The Watchmen for about an hr plus then got bored and drifted in and out of sleep till 1hr b4 landing.

When i landed, PY picked me up from the airport and we went to her house to unpack. Photos coming soon! Ate her handmade dumpling/wantons for lunch, then headed out to the duty free outlets with her sister via tram and train. Didn't buy anything there also, but quite an eyeopener.

After that, we came back to the city and had korean food for dinner! Kimchee soup and bbq ox tongue and pork belly and some noodle thingy. Damn shiok ah. Eat till so full. Then we took a walk back to the apartment to digest off the food. Hehehe.

So that concludes the 1st day in Melb, photos uploaded when i come back to SG! Coz the internet here so slow,cannot upload photo one. =(

Laalaa...

2009-05-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

Just got a 2ndhand Rockband for $35 today. Ahh. No more money! And i still want to get a 32 - 37" tv! If only i can strike TOTO or smething. Haha.

Been playing CoD:WaW online. So fun. But now i'm trying to practise more with rifles instead of spamming with SMGs. So much harder to kill ppl. Hais.

And I'm going to Melb end june! Yay! Can't wait man. Hehehehe.

Fight Night Round 4

Heavenly Sword (?)

Godfather II (?)

~~Rockband~~

~~GTA 4~~ [Borrowed from Tanavit/Boring!]

~~COD: World at War~~ [2nd hand/Completed]

~~Tom Clancy's HAWX~~ [Completed]

~~Guitar Hero World Tour~~

~~Star Wars: The Force Unleashed~~

LittleBigPlanet

Laalooloo

2009-05-02T17:58:00.002+08:00

Boo. I need more money! $420 now for NS. Hais. I want to get more games to play on my PS3! And a LCD TV to put in my room. Hehe. Oh wells. Just an update on the games i have/want.

Fight Night Round 4

Heavenly Sword (?)

Godfather II (?)

~~GTA 4~~ [Borrowed from Tanavit]

~~COD: World at War~~ [2nd hand]

~~Tom Clancy's HAWX~~ [Completed]

~~Guitar Hero World Tour~~

~~Star Wars: The Force Unleashed~~

LittleBigPlanet

Li'ora the little girl

2009-04-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

Here's my little niece after her 4mths here on Earth! She's so nauti, just like my other big baby. Tsk tsk. She always screams and wails if nobody is around, just to get attention. And if you pick her up and put her down too soon, she'd start whining to make you pick her up again. Hahaha. She's so cute. Everytime when i book out to come home and see her, i feel so much better. She's such a bundle of joy! Hehe.

6mths in NS!

2009-04-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

Woo. Yesterday was the 6 mth "anniversary" of my enlistment to NS! My day was spent rotting under the sun rehearsing for some %*^&!(* parade. Laalaalaaa. My nose is peeling a little already. Oh wells. Another 3 more quaters till ORD! I always tell myself "One week closer to ORD" every friday when the day ends. Optimism FTW.

And i bought Guitar Hero World Tour! And an additional drumset + mic! So fun. Might go find a 2nd hand metallica game disc and rockband 1/2. So many moneys! =( And i finally completed HAWX. Quite fun. Pew pew pew!

Hais. Staying in is so boring. Why can't anybody buy me a mp3/video player. Like the refurbished Creative Zen at $79! Then i can upload all my movies and shows onto it and entertain myself from fall out time to sleeping time! Oh wells.

Updated want/have game list:

Fight Night Round 4 (or 3)

COD: World at War

Heavenly Sword (?)

GTA IV / Godfather II (?)

~~Tom Clancy's HAWX~~ [Completed]

~~Guitar Hero World Tour~~

~~Star Wars: The Force Unleashed~~

LittleBigPlanet

$729 poorer...

2009-03-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

I BOUGHT MY 80GB PS3 ON SATURDAY! Hehehehehehe. From a shop called Gamewerkz at Clementi. After 3 years at NP and going to PY's house at clementi, that day was the 1st day i saw that shop. Never walked that way before, and never knew it existed. Hahahaha.

The guy there who served us was very friendly and thorough. Yay! The console was 570, and i bought a 1st hand Littlebigplanet and 2nd hand Star Wars: Force Unleashed and Dynasty Warrior: Gundam version. Pew pew pew! Hais. But i think i'd be starting to stay in from next week on. Oh wells. Play on weekends!

Updated game list (Preferably 2ndhand) :

Tom Clancy's HAWX

COD: World at War

Heavenly Sword (?)

Guitar Hero (?) [Probably Metallica version when it comes out]

GTA IV (?)

~~Star Wars: The Force Unleashed~~

LittleBigPlanet

PS3?

2009-03-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm... I was thinking of getting a PS3. Should i? Or should i not? $575 for a 60gb set. AhhHH! Then maybe an 24 or 32" HD LCD monitor to play it on. Hahahahaha. So many moneys. Maybe just a PS3 for now. Still deliberating. Ahhhh. Anybody want to contribute to my "Buy Kelv a PS3" fund?

I'd just list down some of the games i wanna get 1st, so if i ever get one, i can just refer here as to what games to get:

Tom Clancy's HAWX

LittleBigPlanet

Guitar Hero (?)

COD: World at War

GTA IV

Star Wars: The Force Unleashed

Muahahahaha.

sian....

2009-03-01T18:16:00.003+08:00

Wa sian. Found out on friday that my unit is stay-in. Hais. Stay in for the next 1.5yrs! Envy my other friends, all stay out. Only that few of us must stay-in. Oh wells. Maybe our work load wouldn't be that much. See what happens ba.

Nowadays everyday also rain. Rain rain rain. Tsk tsk tsk. At least the grass is turning back green. Pei Ying! No more chao ta grass! All become green already. Hahahaha.

And they started to repaint my block already. Red,gray and white. Quite eeeyer. Haha. The other green one was nicer. This one looks very plain. I will post photos once i get a camera. (Which may be never! =X)

And and and. I'm gonna change my phone to an E51 non-camera! Woots. Been wanting that phone for quite some time already. Finally can get it. Plan finished already. Most probably getting it by the end of the week.

Casino Royale on TV now! Time for me to go watch. But before i go plop myself down infront of the tv, here's another collage of my pipupa girl cam-whoring in skype. Hehehe. So cute. =X

Something i read online...

2009-02-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

Here's something i saw online. Damn funny. Enjoy!

Here are some nice Dilbert's one liners..:

1. I say no to alcohol, it just doesn't listen.

2. A friend in need is a pest indeed.

3. Marriage is one of the chief causes of divorce.

4. Work is fine if it doesn't take too much of your time.

5. When everything comes in your way you're in the wrong lane.

6. The light at the end of the tunnel may be an incoming train..

7. Born free, taxed to death.

8. Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have film.

9. Life is unsure; always eat your dessert first.

10. Smile, it makes people wonder what you are thinking.

12. It's not hard to meet expenses, they are everywhere.

13. I love being a writer... what I can't stand is the paperwork.

14. A printer consists of 3 main parts: the case, the jammed paper tray and the blinking red light.

15. The guy who invented the first wheel was an idiot. The guy who invented the other three, he was the genius.

16. The trouble with being punctual is that no one is there to appreciate it.

17. In a country of free speech, why are there phone bills?

18. If you cannot change your mind, are you sure you have one?

19. Beat the 5 O'clock rush, leave work at noon!

20. If you can't convince them, confuse them.

21. It's not the fall that kills you. It's the sudden stop at the end.

22. I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder.

23. Hot glass looks same as cold glass. - Cunino's Law of Burnt Fingers

24. The cigarette does the smoking you are just the sucker.

25. Someday is not a day of the week

26. Whenever I find the key to success, someone changes the lock.

27. To Err is human, to forgive is not a Company policy.

28. The road to success.... Is always under construction.

29. Alcohol doesn't solve any problems, but if you think again, neither does Milk.

30. In order to get a Loan, you first need to prove that you don't need it.

…….and here's the best of the lot

31. All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive, fattening or in love with someone else

Laaloolalaa

2009-02-22T18:31:00.003+08:00

Went to play L4D with some of the guys near PS yesterday. Damn fun. Everybody shouting and shouting, trying to gun down all the zombies and stay out of each other's line of sight. Played the last chapter of No Mercy, and then the full scenario of Dead Air. So fun. Too bad we didn't complete either with our full team. I died coz i got knocked off a platform on the rooftop for No Mercy, and XQ got mobbed and killed by the horde in Dead Air. Hahahaha. Looking forward to the next L4D session. =X

Upcoming practical and theory tests this tuesday and wednesday. Hope i pass. Or i'd kena remedial training on Sat. AhhhhhHHHH. Later need to revise through again. Scared sia. Friday posting out to unit for On-Job-Experience. Hope it'd be a good environment. But i heard that it's a pretty far walk in from the bus stop. Maybe I'd get a cheap bike to put there and cycle there if i can. Oh wells.

So many things i wanna buy these days:

A ~500gb external HDD for the stuff i'd dl-ing.

A DSLR camera, probably a Canon 450D. About 1k for a new one. I'd wait till the IT show to see what freebies there are, and maybe until i get posted officially to my unit to see how busy/slack i'd be.

NERF guns! Woot! About 300bucks for the whole range! Hahahaha. Go google it if you dunno what they are. Damn cool toys. Singapore just started to bring them in late last year i think. =P

A new toothbrush. But i lazy to go buy.

More shaving foam. Finishing the one pipupa gave me.

A CAR! To vroom vrooom around and not squeeze with people on the bus/train. But not likely to happen in the next decade or so. =(

On the topic of getting a car, i think SBS is fugged up. The bus i take to camp is always crowded, no matter going to camp or going home from camp. And the bus only has single deck vechicles. BUT, all the other buses which have much less people onboard come much more frequently, ie: 2 or 3 times inbtw the bus i just missed and the bus that i'm gonna take, AND are either double decker or super long. Zzzzz. Kukuberd. Every evening i must stand infront of the bus stop and squeeze into the bus, if not i will never be able to get on and wait for the next bus. Tsk tsk tsk. Pay so much still like that. Angwee.

Wonder how my poopy girl is doing in Melb. Must take care k. Don't spend too much money. Save money to fly back in July. =X And don't eat too much also. Wait become pui pui. Hehehehe. =X

I'd end this post with a photo of my cute little niece. She is sooooooo cute. Her cheeks machiam hamster! Hehe. She talks back to you when u talk to her by cooing and gurgling. Hehehe. She's sooooo cute! Here's Li'ora Goh En Hui, in a cute lil dress sitting in her baby seat. =)

one week later...

2009-02-20T21:23:00.001+08:00

And one week has passed since py flew over. At least we still can talk over the phone via Skype, and see each other through the video call function. =)) Love you to bits. I hope we still can continue with this when i get posted out to my unit and when u start schooling. Or at least thrice a week if we can't do it everyday. Hehehe. And i just found out Skype has this amazing video call photo taking function last night. Hence, the following collage. =P

Hmmm... and who is this cute little baby girl sitting on the table? Hehehehe. =X

too soon...

2009-02-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Y does time fly so fast these days. =(

21

2009-02-05T21:12:00.004+08:00

Wa. So long since i blogged. A few posts ago i was ranting about how i just turned 20 and ended poly. Well, I've just turned 21 a few days ago, and about 4mths into NS. Technician ftw. Haiz.

This year's bday was quite hmmm.... The only present i got so far was from my pipi. A G-Shock watch! So nice. Hehehehe. 21st birthday supposed to be like some big big thing for some people, but mine was spent quietly with my lil pipi girl. Hehehe. Well, at least now i can go watch R21 movies legally. Hehehehe.

Oh well. Life's like that sometimes.

test...

2008-07-08T20:29:00.001+08:00

I am lazy...............

2008-04-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

I ADMIT!

MUAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAA...............................................!

Puwee Puwee!!

2008-02-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

My puwee puwee cooked pasta for me yesterday at my place. Supposed to be lunch, but it was all done at like 430. Hahahaha. Onions and mushrooms and peppery meatballs. Hehehe. Yummay!! I want to eat more of your food. Hehehe. U like a housewife sia,chopping and slicing and cooking the food. =X .. But i like! More food for me pls. =P

20

2008-02-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

So. Another phase of my life is coming to an end. The last lecture of my poly life was quite an "argh" moment. BTN. Lol.

These 3 years in poly really passed so quickly. It all ended just 2 days after i turned 20. The 4th of Feb, 2008. The end of another era of my life. Oh well. NS soon. Then its university. Just hope i can do well for my exams this sem. Lalalalala.

HAIZ...

2008-01-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

Wa lau. Next thursday hand in FYP report. AND HAVEN'T EVEN FINISH!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. Our supervisor also never said anything about the draft. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! Sian ar.

So much to do so little time to do it. I can't wait till after feb. THEN ITS PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY!!! Woots. But 1st..... 3 tests, 2 presentations, 1(?) project, 2 exams and THE FUGGING FYP to clear. Then its home free!! I hope i go into NS arnd July or Aug. Hehehe.

And what's up with the Heroes commercial thing on Chn5. The part about Canon and the HD thing is quite alright, but i think the Subway part was a piece of shit. Who thinks of such crap man. The lady said "Heroes is about people with extraordinary powers, and Subway emphasizes on extraordinary freshness. It is relevent, and identical". LIKE WHAT THE HELL! WHAT DOES PEOPLE HAVE TO DO WITH FRESHNESS!!! WHO THINKS OF THIS SORT OF LAME CRAP?! Everytime i watch that advert i cringe. Tsk tsk tsk. Louya pok!

AND MY PUWEE PUWEE LARDY! Hehehehehe. I still dun agree on the same treatment part. HAHAHAHA. U are my PUWEE PUWEE! =P

why?

2008-01-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

Why does it always have to be like that? Why are such moments always so bitter sweet? I'm so frustrated and helpless. Arg.

and after so long...

2007-11-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz. So long since i've blogged.

Well, i sold off my NDSL for $230 to this other student, and topped up some money to buy a..... PSP SLIM! Many say that NDS games are more fun, but i realised that a PSP and its functions would suit me so much better. Wuahaha.

FYP is a drag. Oh well, at least i'm not doing on bacteria and need to wait like 8hrs for incubation or something. Hahaha. I have an aversion to antioxidants now. Pls pls pls don't mention this word to me. I will be sian 1/2. =X

So much has been going on ingame also. All with the want-to-give-power-give-all-the-way issue. So many problems arising from just a game. Patty ar,if i were you, i would have adopted the style charlynn mentioned that time at KFC. Sometimes arguements or battles do not have to be fought head to head, but through subtle actions and words. Gaming has lost abit of its lusrty to me also. Some people play games because of friends, and not what they say for "raid progression". Zzzz. Disposable ftw.

For the past few weeks, i don't know why but my temper seems to be pretty horrid. I can't seem to stand certain things. Like how sometimes you give inputs for somethings but in the end get shot down. Then when you don't say anything, they also kbkb. Zzzzz... I used to be able to tolerate that kind of nonsense much better. Maybe its just the stress of being in the last sem with so much crap to do. Arg.

And i think i lost my temper like 30mins ago. Haiz. I hope you don't think that i raise my voice more towards you coz i take u forgranted and that i don't cherish you. Its just that once people get closer, they can show each other more of themselves, and not withhold themselves like what they do in the presence of others. It doesn't mean that they've changed or anything, but just showing their whole true being, unrestricted by the need for approval or courtesy in public.
Its just like what i said once before about having 2 kinds of slience. One is because the people involved are too awkward and have nothing to say,and only say superficial things to mask the awkwardness; the other is because the people understand each other so well that there isn't a need for words coz there isn't any awkwardness to begin with. I really hope we can reach that point where we are both very comfortable with each other, and we can present ourselves as a whole person, without the need of approval or courtesy. I am really sorry LPY. I do cherish you a lot. There was nothing easy about anything, like u always say.

WTS my black NDSL..

2007-10-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hi,
I'm selling off my black NDSL.
Condition 9/10.
Bought around 3-4 months ago.
Selling off coz i was thinking of getting a PSP Slim.

Set includes -
Black NDSL
Crystal Casing (Abit scratched)
2 stylus
1 charger
1 R4 (with some games preloaded)
1 1GB kingston MicroSD
2 screen protecters (Applied from the day i bought the set but abit scratched also)

Bought for : ~$310
Price looking for : $270

and give urself a pat on ur back....

2007-08-17T02:31:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just want to do a lemming and jump off a cliff. WTF is wrong with me. I quite obviously don't think before acting.

You know what feels the worst? The feeling of utter uselessness. Not knowing or being able to do anything.

So give yourself a pat on the back and hope it knocks some sense into you and some crap outta you.

oh no.

2007-08-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

What am i doing blogging now?! No mood to be muggy. Arg. Bee Aye Aff sux man. I dun even know what to remember and what not to remember. I just finished chapter 2. CHAPTER 2!!! Hmm. What have i learnt.

A CpG island is a region rich in GC nucleotides which are next to each other, along with many CpG dinucleotides. If they are present, it is likely a gene is next to it. It provides information on the resistance of methylation and the high expression of the gene. What do we look for if we want to see if it is a gene? Find GC residues, CpG islands, transcription binding,start,stop and splicing sites. Then, we can go find the ORF,which is defined as a fragment of a certain size that has both the start and stop codons. There are 3 ORF on each strand. When we find the ORF, we can study the genes by using primers to amplify the genes. Then we can try inserting mutations into the sequences to see if they would screw anything up. Erm. That's all i remember. But i have a feeling that its wrong. ARG. BEE AYE AFF!

Such bitter sweet moments. Don't you just hate them. Why can't they just be sweet. =(

........

2007-08-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

Shit. I fked up bad.

NDSL...

2007-08-07T20:42:00.001+08:00

I looked at my Nintendo DS Lite awhile ago and haven't stopped grinning since. Hehehehehe. =))

Zzzzzzz...

2007-08-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz. So much to do, so little time. I know i shouldn't be slacking but i am. Why why why.

I am addicted to the KFC Zinger burger. Ahhh! All their fault, eat Zinger that day. I should stop eating so much junk. But at least i've realised i've been eating much less for dinner already. That's good. Hahaha.

Arg, 4 more days to NS checkup at CMPB. Sian ar. I hope i dun need to do any crap. NS NS NS. To look forward to or not? I hope i get 1 or 2 mths to play before enlisting. And I hope i get posted to some slack + interesting unit next time.

Stupid $10 hair cut. One of the worse haircuts i've gotten yet. The worst is still the one i got at a *ahem* baber also at Whitesands before going to HK. Wa lau that was damn fugly, should have just shaved botak. Maybe i should just go cut again, and ask them to cut really short. See how.

When i was walking home yesterday, there was this gathering thing happening at the fishing pond next to my place. Somebody was on stage playing the guitar and singing. Quite a good singer,just that i think he played some chords wrongly and that was quite obvious. Haiz. I'm so envious of people who can sing. I think its such a nice talent to have. Singing. Too bad i'm not cut out for it. I think i'm not cut out for a lot of things either. Oh well.

Hahahaha. I think SOMEBODY and SOMEBODY are gonna get attached. If they do, i wouldn't be surprised at all man. All i can say is "Good luck" to that fella. HAHAHAHAHAHA. =X

And i've become quite hooked to Micheal Buble's songs. I realised they are quite nice songs to stone/ chill out to. If i can find a place by the sea with a couple of drinks and his songs and.... But i guess that's too much of heaven i dare to ask for.

I sometimes dunno what to take seriously and what not to. I think thats just one of my many flaws. Or maybe i just overthink things that don't require overthinking.

1 week.

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

ouch...

2007-07-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Arg. I sneezed so hard that i think i hurt my brain. I have a headache now. =(

imma happy lil boy.

2007-07-29T02:31:00.001+08:00

imma happy lil boy. =)

hmmm...

2007-07-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

Watched Transformers after how many zillion years with Ed last week. At the louya pok Bugis cinema. No wonder that was the only place with so many tickets la. The place was quite stinky, and the floor seemed so dirty. Lol. IMO the movie was pretty decent, a nice action flick. One thing i dun understand is why the autobots become lame cars while the decepticons all became those cool military vechicles. Quite lame right. Bad guy must always look cooler one. Tsk tsk tsk.

Speaking of Ed, woah it had been so damn long since i've met up with him. Hopefully we'd get back to how we were in the past. Best bud i ever had. I have a tendency of losing ppl close to me. I seem to be losing contact with somebody else already. Oh wells.

Oh i heard a damn funny phrase while watching TV. "Well sometimes Goliath kicks the shit out of David's ass". I was rofl-ing at that. What it means is that sometimes, the bigger, more powerful entity DOES win over the smaller and weaker one. Sad but true. If you have no idea who Goliath or David is, either go read the bible or come ask me, although doing the latter should be easier. And no, i do not want to go back any time soon. =)

Man. I feel like i'm stuck in a vicious cycle. Why. Maybe its retribution for all the shit i've done. Or maybe its just how life balances everything out. I guess i've been pretty lucky so far in my studies and having my family, so maybe some other part of my life is screwed. Who knows. One can only sit back and sigh in resignation. The higher u are, the longer u have to drop.

Oh i came across this damn nice old song. I have a fetish for old songs. Its Stephen Bishop's "It Might Be You". See if i can post the video here.

Oh i can. Woots.

and he could hear it shatter...

5 weeks in...

2007-07-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

5 weeks since i've been back. Honestly speaking, i think life there was more slack. There's like so many projects and deadlines and FYP to worry about. I have a thing against deadlines man. Shit. cGMP lying on my desktop. At least i have narrowed down all the different case studies. Arg.

Speaking of FYP, i am utterly demoralised by it. Seriously. Antioxidants in plants. Chemistry. Things that i completely have no interest in. And we are starting everything half blind. Why couldn't we have gotten something on microbio. Although i agree it might be more tedious to do, but at least it better doing something that you're interested in rather then blundering through something you don't. Arg. Stupid vegetables. Every approach we try to take gets shot down, and I don't see where this project is going. I hate that feeling of not knowing. At least back in the States, although that was a shit-load of things to do, at least i could see where it was progressing to, what i could look forward to. All i can see for this project is giving the examiners a salad and telling them its good for them coz we found antioxidants in them. ARG.

While I'm on the topic of not-knowing, doesn't it suck to not know how to progress with some things. Its like a jin tui liang nan thing. Devil or the deep blue sea. Actually not really lah, just that it seems something like that. I think my closer friends would know that i am quite an indecisive person, and the reason being i hate making decisions. I hate the feeling of regret that dawns upon me after i make a certain decision that obviously didn't end in the scenario i had imagined it to be. I can't really think of any good decision that i have made recently. One last major decision i made almost made me lose something i hold quite dear to me. The exact thing that i fear most. The fear of regret.

Oh and my brother is getting married next year, 0n Feb 16. I think i kena sai kang to do. Better have big angpow for me. And i think that cheapo bum purposely choose Feb16. Close to Valentines Day, so he no need to get double gift for my da sao. V-Day and anniversary almost same time. Tsk tsk. At least i can see that they are really in *shudders* love with each other. Wonder if i should be a cheapskate and just give them a hairdryer for their present. Or maybe a bottle of MagicClean for cleaning the fugly windows they have. Lol. I wonder when my turn to have somebody will come.

Met up with some people i haven't seen in ages. That felt good, though it saddens me alittle. Why do the people who are supposed to be present in our lives indefinately seem to have drifted away,too far outta reach, whereas people who we would never imagine seeing float in and out of our lives frequently. Maybe they've gotten on with their lives while i'm still stuck in my own dreamland.

I watched Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix twice. Quite a horrible show IMO. The book was better, as is with most book-to-the-big-screen productions. I had imagined the fight scences to be longer, and the death of Siruis be taken harder. Oh well. At least there was eye-candy in the form of Hermione and Luna Lovegood. Hahahaha. I love how Luna's voice sounded. So dreamy. When somebody in the guild mentioned "Is the title Order the Phoenix", i laughed so hard that i fell off my chair.

And i finished the last HP book in a record 6 hours after i got it. I thought the front and the middle of the book was rather nice, and i loved the Battle at Hogwarts chapter. Full scale battle btw the 2 sides. Wow. That was awesome. But i felt that the ending was a lil rushed. Machiam she got nothing else to put then cheong through the ending. Wtf, after 10 years, Voldermort dies in one line. "killed by his own rebounding curse". I had imagined something more spectacular. The fake version of the book had a better ending IMO. I think if she had written more about what happened after the battle and how everybody hooked up and recuparated, the book would be that much better. Rather than having a "19 years later" epiloge that was slightly confusing.

I know i shouldn't be here typing this long ass entry, but i had a sudden urge to. A few days ago i just felt quite shitty. It was this feeling of ultimate loser-ish. And the feeling i have not felt since how many donkey years came back. Like the bottom of your stomach is swliring, and your chest feels a lil tingly. Then you just want to dig a hole and disappear forever. Oh well.

I love Chasing Cars. It is a complete stoner song.

home...

2007-06-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

It's been 24hrs since i've touched down in SG and i haven't slept a wink yet. I'm feeling quite lightheaded now from the lack of sleep, but i can't seem to go to bed. Arg.

And i feel so alone and empty.

flowers!

2007-05-22T09:22:00.000+08:00

I am too lazy to blog. Here are some photos of flowers outside our house that i took today. I've always liked photography. Anybdy want to take up lessons with me? Hehehe.

Will update sooner or later. Wuahaha.

For the shopaholic...

2007-05-06T07:46:00.000+08:00

This post is for a certain shopaholic. Wuahahaha.

Today after coming home from watching Spiderman 3, which was a good movie, i found a box on the dining table. "Where could it be from?" I asked myself, and brought it to my room.

The tag was addressed to me.

And it was from

HOLLISTER!

The contents:

Somebody's clothes:

Upclose:

And the bill:

It set me back a total of.........

$155!!!!! I am pok. =(

And i also got this:

Lindt Truffles!!!! Damn shiok! But only have milk chocolates.

Yum.

Yum yum yum~

50 pieces eat until shiok. Wuahahahaha.

And thus concludes this post. =X.... Hollister clothes and Lindt Chocs. Wuahahahahahha.

7 weeks in...

2007-04-24T09:25:00.000+08:00

Lol i always very lazy to blog. Oh well.

Today's weather was horrible. So hot, exactly like Singapore,30 degrees la. And just last week it was below 10degrees, and the last saturday it was snowing. Crazy weather.

And got 3 siao kids keep kao bei us. We always meet them when walking home. The thing is they are like really little kids la. Can't be any older then 12. Keep talking so much cock. Irritating lil pests.

Oh and there's Smallville season6 here! Woots. I will go dl it to watch it from the beginning when i go back to SG. Wuahahaha.

And arg. That was just so blardy irritating. Buay tahan. Let's just see what happens. Oh well.

My lab

2007-04-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

I shall post photos of my lab today.

The sink... Its very messy, and it wasn't made messy by us. It was worse when we came. hahaha.

The small little spectro

The machine i use to streak my agar. Its called a spiral plater. I almost fell asleep while using it yesterday while plating 180+ plates.

My desk in the lab

The lab is sibei dirty la, spiderwebs all around the aircon...

More photos..

My desk in the office... Hardly use it though.

The outside of the building

That's about it. Will post more soon!

Warning! Photo galore!

2007-04-03T08:59:00.000+08:00

I shall be a good boy and blog instead of gaming or sleeping. Haha.

On sunday we went to DC and visited alot of stuff. We were there for the cherry blossoms. They're flowers that bloom for 2 weeks every year, and when they bloom, they ALL bloom at the same time.

Its this big lake/pond/body of water with the cherry blossoms all around it. Damn cool lah. And we saw this policeman on a horse. So funny.

There were all kinds of attractions there. The 1st one we walk by was the Washington Memorial. Its this huge biege tower. It can be seen in the background of the photo.

Next was the Thomas Jefferson Memorial. He was some president of the US of A, and there was a small museum inside also.

Then we went to the Lincoln Memorial.

The Ronald Regan Memorial was next.

I like what this said:

There were alot of war memorials also, like the Korean War, Vietnam War and WW2.

The Vietnam War Wall :

We were walking around and saw more stuff.

The famous quote from Roosevelt after Pearl Habour.

Maryland! The state that we are in!

We then saw the Captitol Building. We thought that it was the White House,but realised our folly just before we reached it. Haha. The surrounding place was filled with museums and there were alot of teenagers that can with their schools. Many ang mo zhar bo to kua. =X

Next it was the ......

This was the back of the White House

There was this anti-war protest thing that was happening there.

The funniest thing was this poster

This was the front

It looked quite small la. Our istana seemed bigger. Hahahaha.

Ok, that should be all for now. I shall post more photos the next time. We most probably would be going back to DC for the museums. So much to cover but so little time. Haha. Will blog more next time. Super sleepy now. 170 agar plates to plate tmr! I dun want to go to work! =((

wa sian...

2007-03-31T05:51:00.000+08:00

Wa lau. 6pm on a friday and i am still at work. Waiting for Darren to finish. Today was a super slack day for me, only had to count 112 agar plates in the morning. 112 plates very little already.. My record was 240 in a day. Do until siao.

I took alot of photos already, most of them quite random. Will post them when i get a chance. The lab here is like super run down, with cobwebs all over the place. And i still see media/solutions that were made by the previous batch of NP students like 1 year ago lying around in the lab. Hahahaha. Oh well.

So far the States have been alright. Weather abit cock up only. From below 10 will rocket up to about 28degrees,then drop back again the next day. The house i'm staying in is pretty nice. There are 3 other ppl in the house, our greek landlady, a russian soil scientist and an indian vet. The 2 guys working in USDA also, but damn far away from our lab. The indian guy cooks superb indian food, and always lets us try some. Hahaha. Eating prata and chapati and curry in the US. Song bo.

We were planning to go down to DC one of these days coz they're having some cherry blossom festival thing, where all the cherry blossoms start to bloom. I can't wait. I want to go to the city and do some sight seeing sia. Everything around our house are just grocery stores and fast food. Sian ar. Oh, and we watched 2 movies so far. There's a cinema about 2km away, so we walked there like twice. We watched 300 and TMNT. Hahahaha. Nothing better to do at home.

Arg. I can't wait to get home. I want to play WoW!!! =X .. Should have finished DL-ing already. Hahahahaha.

1st post in the US!

2007-03-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

Woots. First day having internet in the US after 4 weeks. Will post more in the days to come. Now quite sleepy. I shall upload photos soon, and post my adventures here in the states! Haha.

1 more day...

2007-03-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

Ahhh! One more day. Flight is UA896. 655am. So early... =( . And transiting in HongKong,then Chicago, then finally to Baltimore. Now i abit she bu de to leave. =((

2 more days...

2007-03-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

2 more days to USA. Actually I'm quite terrified now, cause i don't know what to expect . Hope everything goes well.

Watched Letters From Iwo Jiwa today. Good movie. Better company. Hahaha. Had Pepper Lunch for dinner, the mutton was shiok man. Next time i come back from the States must eat again sia. And i almost bought a $184 pair of Nike sneakers. The limited ed air force1 shoes. In the end I settled for something cheaper. Haha.

Arg. I still need to write that speech. I'd just do it tmr evening.

awww...

2007-02-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

I came across these poems while watching TV. Quite nice. Actually I think that lit is a pretty interesting subject, i guess it was just spoilt by *ahem*. Hahahahahahaha!

One Art
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster

- Elizabeth Bishop

I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate
(for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

- E E Cummings

sian...

2007-02-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

Wa, already the 26th and the fax with the signature still hasn't come. I wonder what he is doing. Delay us till like that. Hopefully the visa thing tmr goes well, or i will sian 1/2. If they last minute cancel the thing, i will complain till they pay us back the money that we spent for the trip sia. Irritating. Everybody start their attachment already, i still in singapore slacking. Oh well.

My bro just bought FF7 for PC. At least i have something to do now. Hahahaha. Tmr i'd go look for other nicer games that i can play on my laptop while over there. =X

Oh shit. My partner just told me that the airlines i'm taking sucks, and might not have the TVs and games that SQ flights have. Crap!! 20hr flight. I WILL DIE OF BOREDOM! I need to find a nice book to read. =(

Title title!!

2007-02-26T02:13:00.000+08:00

Yay! I found out how to make the title appear! =X

2007-02-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Yay, I finally changed my template. The last one was abit ugly,now this one is just a really simple one. Might add a photo on top if i find a suitable one. I reckon it wouldn't matter,coz nobody still reads this blog anymore. Hahahahhaha. But if anybody still is, CAN TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE THE TITLE APPEAR?!?! I still can't get it after 3 years. =(

And wow. 1 more week and i should be in the US. If it wasn't for some cock up, I would already be in the US now, freezing my butt off and desperately looking for food. Hahaha. I hope the place we're stay at this year is closer to the workplace, and has INTERNET! I heard that the place the previous batches stayed at didn't have an internet connection. I'd die without the internet for 3.5mths. And i wanna talk to people online also. =((

I hope the interview for the visas go smoothly on Tuesday. I hope they don't ask weird qns that would leave me stumped. Hahaha.

I logged into WoW with Patty's acct when he was at my place yesterday. Wa lau, things quite nice now. Got to talk to 2 guildies also. Wa lau, if my place at the US has an internet connection, I 101% will buy TBC and play there. Oh wells.

Wa seh. I realised that i started feeling that way quite early last year. I never knew. Haha.

the week before...

2007-02-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog, but i have nothing better to do now. Hahahaha.

Well, I guess its another week of waiting before i depart for the US. Booked the tickets on the 3rd of March. Hopefully the visas would be approved sia. 730am flight. I guess nobody would be able to come down to send me off. =((

I think this short break abit boring. I used to have WoW to keep me occupied, but since i've "quit" , i have nothing else to do. Abit no life hor. Who ask everybody to be working. Plus all you poly ppl going IAP soon. Everytime i see a screenshot or something like that, i get so gian and want to buy TBC. I guess i have to wait till i come back from the US to play. But by then everybody would be so leet with uber gear and me a smallish little 60 noob. Hahahaha. See how. I abit miss the ppl i used to game with. =(

Did i mention i love Cao Ge's new cd? That guy can really sing. I particularly like Bao Hu Ni, Tian Shi Ji Du De Shen Huo and Ni Shi Wo De Bao Bei. Hahahaha. I am a cheena pok! I will pawn you with my chinese vocab learnt from chinese songs and taiwanese variety shows. =X

Actually when i think of it, i quite envy them. Its kind of nice to know that when all else fails, at least there would be somebody there. Oh well. My turn will come soon. I hope.

now that's weird

2006-12-28T02:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Well I've settled one thing. I made the 1st move and apparently it turned out better then i had expected. Things btw i and him reverted back to normal. So this proves that when guys get into an arguement, its so much easier to settle it. Hahahahaha. Thank goodness i didn't just ignore it. Bwahahahahahahaha.

And it always seems that something else will go wrong when one thing is solved. Oh well.

I've been constantly WoW-ing due the lack of activities i have in store for myself. The more i play my warlock, the more i feel they should be nerfed. It's just not right to be able to kill a drood and a mage at the same time, or consecutively take on 3 different horde and win, or being able to kill rogues constantly and fairly easily. Considering how undergeared i currently am. Player vs player sure is fun when you're one of the more "overpowered" classes. Besides shammies, hunters and shadow priests. Hahahaha. 2 more weeks of WoW and I'd most probably be stopping for good.

And i've been wondering how i'd cope in USA alone. 3.5months sure is a long time. I wonder what I'd eat and if I'd be cooking everyday. I sure hope the people there are friendly and fun-loving. Then weekend can go out gai gai. I also sure hope that my partner is somebody i can click with and get along well with. And i also need to find a digicam soon. Mine's too big to lug over. =(

the day after xmas

2006-12-26T03:38:00.000+08:00

Don't you just hate it when you were tasked to do something, but given the wrong information on what to do? What makes it worse is that you knew that it wasn't right, but when you questioned them about it they just snubbed you out. KNS. Make me do extra work only. For 1 whole hour. I could have grinded honor points in WoW in that 1hour.

Oh well.

Hmm. It sure sucks not knowing what to do to make things seem right again.

Ooo. 3 more days to Death Note! Woot!

Don't take too long to say I love you to the ones you love,
cause time has the habit of slipping away...
Out on a clear blue sky when lightning strikes on a sunny day,
just take me in and keep me from the rain
and the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away, stay a lil while and hear me say...
One More Moment - Ronin

Xmas!

2006-12-25T03:17:00.000+08:00

Wow. 6 mths since my last post. I guess I'm reviving this blog due to sheer and utter boredom. Hahahaha.

I was reading my past entries and came across something i posted almost 1 yr ago, on the 16th of Dec. 10/90 principle. 10% of life is made up of what happens to you. The other 90% of life is decided by how u react to it. I can't remember where i read it from, but i remember wad it means. Maybe i shld apply more of that in my life now.

It's so weird getting stuck in this situation. Either decision might lead to unhappiness on one or both individuals. Sometimes it feels so right, but at times it seems so hopeless and frustrating. If only I could read minds or something. Then I would be able to come to a decision whether to take the 1st step forward, or just let it go. Not knowing which way to go is really killing me.

I find myself haunted by a certain decision i made. I have been thinking how things might have been. How do you make right the wrong that was never made in the 1st place.

I am so fuked up.

hmmm...

2006-06-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. I dunno why i've suddenly lost all motivation to do anything. I feel just like seating infront of the tv or computer and rotting. I feel like not giving a damn about the common tests either. Haiz. And i'm not sure why either. I can't seem to sleep much either. Cannot be stress,cause,what stress?? Oh wells.

And whats up with the pepetual PMS-ing mood everybody is in these days? Its sorta depressing. Maybe 'sorta depressing' is just putting it mildly. Haha.

I just feel like stoning right now.

ooooo....

2006-05-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

Haha. 2nd post of the week. Not bad sia.

Wa,i think i these few days abit siao siao. Say a lot of crazy stuff,even on MSN. Hahaha. I also dunno why. I guess it might have been the immense lack of sleep and food that's messing with my brain. And the odd bug that has been threatening to give me a terrible headache and fever. Last few days got some dizzy spells now and then. Haha. Oh wells. Must have done something wrong during one of the labs and brought home some not-so-friendly organisms. =X ... Lol. I think i pretty high also. Hahaha. Talk a lot of cock. If i've said anything that offended anybody,sorry ar. But anything about patty not counted. =P ...

And kns. I wacked the side of my head against a door pretty hard today. Now still pain la. It better not swell up tmr.. LSCT has gotta take a look around and repair stuff that needs repairing lah. Broken chairs and tables and stuff like that. Sheesh. Last time still got water splurting out of a waterpipe that was spoilt. Tsk tsk tsk.

Haiz. I need a holiday to recharge my half-dead body. Brain already 3/4 spoilt. Most of the times i can't seem to think straight also. Hahaha. Looking forward to this weekend. Long weekend. Song bo. Can recharge again for another 2 to 3 weeks. =X

Ho ho ho. And somebody's birthday coming liao. Can go be all snuggly with *ahem*. Bwahahahahahahhaha.

i mean....wtf?!

2006-05-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

Heh. Sometimes it amuses me how hypocritial some people can get. It so amazing. They can go around doing something,then suddenly turn around and go, "Wa lau,why you do that for. You very one kind leh.",and kao bei you subsequently. I mean, wtf lah. If you're gonna critisize somebody about something, don't be fking doing it in the 1st place. Wake up your bloody idea can. Sheesh. I'm damn worked up now.

And please lah. At least we aren't so accusatory,unlike certain people. That's why i choose to mainly ignore what is said. Sheesh. Before going "Why you always like that one?", do everyone a favour and look into the mirror and fan xing fan xing abit. Arg. Kao bei kia. Sheesh.

Oh,this has nothing to do with the meeting on sat. Its about a different group of people.

Oh well. Gotta live with it. Ha!

o.O

2006-05-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

Wooo. Long time no post. Hahaha. Must blog more. Although i doubt still got people come in to read. Hahahahah. Oh wells.

Woots. I think this semester abit siao. One lecturer so boring. One lecturer talk so fast. One lecturer always give quizzes for stuff we never learn yet. One lecturer always make us take 1whole hr to complete a practical report. Hahahaha. But the boring lecturer like not very boring in tutorial leh...should be more relaxed during lectures. Haha. Oh well. So much to do this sem. All the labs and stuff,plus no more Stamfy and JJ to crap around with already. Only during our breaks then can. Haha. So sad. We kena pang seh-ed. Left Patty,Stamfy,JJ and me left during the breaks/lectures. Nvm,at least still got them. Hahahaha! Patty so sad. Tmr got 1hr of zhuo bo-ing alone. =X

And so siao lah. 4 more weeks then common test. The ambassador's recruitment drive ends in 2 weeks. Haiz. At least i'm not doing that much duties. Cannot flunk anything. Must get GPA of at least 3.5 this sem. Arrgg!

And i never understood why people like to do stuff last minute. The day before,or at most 2 days before. Tsk tsk tsk. If there's one thing i hate the most,is having to do stuff at the last minute. Oh wells.

Hmmm... I'm confused whether i should be feeling this way or not. Should I ignore it and just be normal,however that might be,or just go ahead and open up to that person. There's just too much at stake i guess. If there's more to lose when doing something, more courage is required to do it. So i guess i'm just a coward. Oh well. =)

NEW COMPUTER

2006-04-17T02:06:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA! 1ST POST ON MY NEW COMPUTER! SONG BO! BWAHAHAHA. Actually the comp came on like monday evening,but i was in hong kong till friday. Today then found time to blog. So nice. I so not used to the big 19inch flat screen monitor. And the flimsy keyboard. Hahaha. I LOVE MY NEW COMPUTER.

And HK was pretty sian. I realised that the people there aren't very friendly. Oh well. It was just constant walking and shopping and walking a shopping. Not my cup of tea. Haha.

Hmm... I think its damn wasted. Having known somebody for a period of time and to the extent that you think you two are pretty close, only to find yourselves drifting apart. I've always wondered why that happens. It happened to me so many times. Its damn sad.

dum dee dum...

2006-04-09T02:19:00.000+08:00

Muahahaha. So much happened this week. Chalet and stuff. JJ is damn funny when he's high. Bwahahaha! Jackie Chan stunts. And all that gaying and "clapping" that went on in the room. Hahahahahaha! Damn funny. Damn fun also.

We guys even went to Pariss for lunch. So random. But eat until explode. Damn shiok. After that go back for BBQ, eat again! Half cooked crabsticks coated in margerine FTW! Not to mention half cooked chicken satay too. The satay looks like it came from the same people that supplied us with satay for the last BBQ. Hahaha. And this time, i didn't get a single injury when starting the fire! Well, i did pick up an ember by accident. I doubt anybody else really noticed, but hey, what's a BBQ without a few burns here and there? Muahahaha.

And the stupidest thing happened. We locked ourselves out of the chalet. The door had 2 keyholes, so we'd naturally think that both can be opened with our keys. KB uncle come talk so much cock. "Use your sense lah! How can lock the top lock?" . Kuku bird. Got keyhole = got key. Stupid ass. Still want to climb over railing to try going in through the window. Lucky one of the locks on the sliding door was loose, and i managed to shake it loose. Stupid uncle. He seriously looks like somebody that was from our class. Looks, not acts like. The resembalance is so uncanny. Maybe he's that guy's uncle or something. Hahaha.

AND AND AND!!!!

I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!! WOOT!! I AM GONNA PWN LITTLE BITTY MAGES AND PRIESTS AND WARLOCKS ON WOW. Actually not really, but still, A NEW COMPUTER!!! Now my pocket got big hole. I pay myself one. Haiz. And its coming on monday evening. I'm flying off to HK on monday morning. ARGG!! Can't use until saturday. Oh well. Hope HK gonna be fun.

I'm burning all my MP3s into CDs to transfer to my new computer. Wa lau, 5 CDs already. I think will need at least 3 more. So ma fun. Haha.

And i watched Keep Mum today. So lame. Kena tricked into watching that, instead of Ice Age2. Hor? Guilty person own up. Tsk tsk tsk.

My body clock is seriously screwed up. I can't sleep before 3. Must get it back before school starts. Haiz...

woots

2006-03-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

Woot.2nd post after 1000000000000 years.Hahahaha.The only reason why i blogging is coz the WoW servers are down.Haha! =X

And darn lah.I need a better computer/laptop to play WoW on.I lag too much to enjoy my gaming experience.Haiz.

I realised that playing this kinda massively multiplayer online games that it causes one to become more hot tempered and vulgar.Hahaha.Throwing vulgarities at somebdy who pissed you off is so common place.Or like someone,talk in AV then later use NE language to ask people to STFU. =X ...

Just now had pizza hut and haagen daz melon icecream for dinner.Eat so much pizza,almost explode...ice cream was damn shiok,but damn sweet also.Company was excellent.Hehehe. =P

I WANT A COMPUTER.Anybody can help me look for the individual parts and tell me around how much?Those make yourself kind.I treat you dinner if i can get and make the computer. =)

after 3 long mths...

2006-03-17T04:09:00.000+08:00

Muahaha.The last post was like on Xmas.So long ago.I'm baaaaack!I doubt anybdy still reads though.Hahahaha.

So many things have happened since the last post.Let's see.There was my birthday,which occurred during the Open House.Was the best birthday i've ever had,all thanks to Tan Siyan.Had dinner at the Thai Express at the Esplanade,and quite a number of ppl turned up.I didn't even expect them to be there lah.Haha.Damn shiok.And 1F07 gave me a Topshop wallet.Just to let you guys know hor,it spoilt like 2 days ago. =X ...Got one big hole,and my coins all drop out.Hahaha.Nvm,its mended now,and still usable.

Then there was the exams.So damn crappy.I shan't elaborate,at least its over.Muahahaha.Unlike certain JC people. =X

And I started playing World of Warcraft,all thanks to Uncle Patty. =X... Damn fun.Very addictive.Hahaha...That's why i haven't been blogging!In-game almost 99% of the time I'm online.Heehee.I'd post some screenshots soon,of the spectacular in-game scenery.Must pia smemre,before school starts again.And damn,i was pian qian-ed when i got the 2mth game card.I paid $54 for something that usually costs $44.Oh well.At least nw i know where to go get my game cards from.Uncle Patty gt lobang.Bwahahahaha.

And i just realised the other day while i was staring at my screen,waiting for WoW to load.1st year at NP just ended,and nxt year,1F07 won't be 1F07 anymore.Haiz.I hope that at least all the people who picked aquaculture would still be in the same class.Being social all over again is very tiring.Haha...

And i realised that i still miss secondary school life.AhhH!

Melancholic Xmas

2005-12-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

Its Christmas!Haha.But i feel so rotten on the inside.Oh well.

I want to break free...

Broadway Christmas Carol...

2005-12-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Just came back from a musical at The Arts House.Pretty nice,and the songs were great.Its about the scrooge and the 3 ghosts of Xmas.I'm sure almost everybody would have heard about it.Haha.I love musicals.I love music.Too bad i can't play music at all.Hahaha...

I'm starting to love jazz more and more.Its so soothing.I'm gonna try to get a whole album of jazz music,and just lie on my bed and listen to it for the whole day.So nice.Hahahaha.I shall go to Sembawang Music tmr to look for a jazz cd.

Xmas is coming,but i don't even feel like it is.Oh well.This xmas is gonna be a pretty sian one.Staying at home to zhuo bo.I think the xmas i had last year was the best i ever had.At orchard road with my friends.Jostling through the crowd and watching the performances there.But those friends seem to have gone already,so no more stuff like that this year anymore.And this year,people either already have stuff to do,or already have some other people to be with.Oh well.I hope there's gonna be good cartoons and movies on tv on that day.

Sometimes it sucks to know that you're not needed as much as you need them.This has gotta change.Oh well.

90/10 principle

2005-12-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

Came across this pretty interesting article the other day,lemme try to use my own words to convey what it said.

The 90/10 principle.What is it?

10% of life is made up of what happens to you.The other 90% of life is decided by how u react to it.So what does this mean?

It means that 10% of things that happen to us is beyond our control.We can't stop the bus from breaking down.We get stuck in a traffic jam,and becomes late for an important test or exam or meeting.We slip of a piece of junk and bruise ourselves.

Our kid brother might stumble into you before school one morning,and spill his milo all over ur uniform.We can't control this 10%,but the other 90% is different.We determine that 90%,by our reactions.We can't control our kid brother.But we can control our reactions.Don't be fooled into thinking that people control how you feel and react;you do that on your own.

Here's a scenario.
Imagine you have an exam one day.You put on your uniform,then head to the kitchen to get a quick bite before going to school.Suddenly,your mama comes into the kitchen,just as you were heading out,and walks directly into you,spilling your dad's half drunk coffee onto your shirt.You kaopei her.A short arguement follows.You storm to your room to change into your spare uniform,and return to the kitchen to see your dad furious at you for shouting at your mama.Another arguement follows,and you slam the door as you were going out.Then you realise that you left your wallet at home,and return to retrieve it.After realising that you had only 10mins to get to school before your paper starts,you dash off to hail a cab to school.You arrive 1/2hr late,and got a F for the paper which you had studied for for the past month.When you get home after the paper,you find out that your dad had a bad day at work coz he was late and denied a promotion due to that,which was caused by the arguement you had had.Your relationship with your mama also becomes strained by the arguement that the 2 of u had had.

Why did you have the bad day?Was it because of the coffee?Was it your mama?Or perhaps the taxi driver.Or maybe it was you.The answer is,you caused yourself to have a bad day.You had no control over the coffee.How you reacted in that 5 seconds caused everything.Lemme tell you how it could have,and should have went.

Your mama spills the coffee on you.You shrug it off,and tell her that its no biggie.You go get changed,and return to the kitchen to get your breakfast.Your dad is there,and he tells you that since he woke up so early,he would fetch you to school.So he does,and u arrive at school 15mins early.You sit for the paper,and ace it.You return home,and your dad has good news.He just got promoted and is going to earn twice as much as he did.You and your family live happily ever after.

Why the difference?Its is how YOU,yes YOU,REACTED.

If somebody comes up to you and kaobei you,what do you do?Go around boycotting the person?Get angry everything you see him?Just let the attack roll off like a drop of water on a piece of glass.Don't let it affect you.React properly and it will not ruin your day.A wrong reaction would cause you more stress and anger.

When something goes wrong,why get stressed out?It just makes matters worse.Since you know about the 90/10 principle,learn to apply it!You'd be amazed by the results.Millions of people are suffering from unnecessary stress,problems and heartaches because of how they reacted to certain things.We must all understand and APPLY this principle,it can change your life! =)

Pretty insightful right?Haha.I thought so.A bit long though.I should learn to apply the 90/10 Principle in my life too.I think sometimes i react in ways that are completely uncalled for,which lead to other complications.Hahaha...Yea,I'm gonna change from now onwards. =)

blegh...

2005-12-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

Boo.The star torts went home a day early.Bleagh.

Ahhh!I wanna get 2 cds,but i can't find them in any shops!Both are by Extreme,a pretty old band.The cd titles are III Sides To Every Story and Pornograffiti.And no,it has nothing to do with porn.Anybody who comes across these CDs,lemme know!And i want Photograph by Nickelback.I comtemplated buying it off the Music Shop from iTunes,but i realised that Singapore is not a supported region.So many nice songs these days lah.Haiz..

Nowadays,listening to music has taken a whole new form lah.Must listen to it at least 4 times.1st time to listen to the lyrics.2nd time to listen to the guitars.3rd time to listen to the drums.4th time to listen to it as a whole.Hahaha.But it makes listening to music so much nicer. =)

And i think a certain country is damn lame.Last time come kaobei our country when we hang their people.Then a few weeks later,they become racists assholes.1stly,i read in the news that some shithead go beat up to 2 Chinese women coz they were speaking in chinese on the bus.WTH lah.Sheesh.Then later,5000 people go beach and wack people who look like Middle Easterners.What fore-runners in human rights.Heh.I'm not condemning the whole country,majority of the people there are great.Just that minority who are idiots.Come kaopei us for what.Look at yourself lah.Hanging somebody who violated a country's law is barbaric,but beating up people cause they are of a certain colour is not barbaric lah.Makes my blood boil lah.They are the ultimate losers lah.Sheesh!Should round them up,ship them to an island and leave them there,then....erm...This sounds a tad familiar.BWAHAHAHA! =X

piggy banks...

2005-12-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

Wow.My mum sure can save.She has been putting her extra cash into a piggy bank of hers for 3 mths,and the amount she has is like siao.I just helped her count lah.She tonk money in her piggy bank for 3mths,got 4 digit sum,i tonk money into my small piggy bank for more then 3years,only got $56.So pathetic sia.Hahaha...

Yay.Gonna get a financial boost soon!Time to buy more stuff!Bwahahahahahahaha.

Boo.The torts are going home tommorrow.Haiz.Tmr must go squat infront of their cage and observe them for the last time.

And yeah.I realised that somebody is extremely loser-fied.Buay tahan sia.Hopefully i won't burst out and kao pei that person one day.That would be pretty unwise.Haha...

And no fair!Yans!Why Glan buy stuff for you from Thailand,but only got food for me!You already got triad boss to buy you stuff!!!Hahahahahahahahaha!!! =X ....A triad boss who can sail over the seas,drive over land and erm...can't fly.No bad seh. =X .....

star tortise!!

2005-12-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

AhhH!I have 3 star tortises in my posession now!I'm tort-sitting for glan.They are so damn cute lah.I've always wanted to keep star tortises.Must find a way to smuggle them over from malaysia.And i'd love anybody who gives me one for Xmas or my birthday.I'd love that person to bits lah.Haha...Any lobang must tell me also!!!I WANT A STAR TORTISE!

And I came across this particularly disturbing piece of news yesterday.There was this 18yr old kid in M'sia who got slashed in some kind of fight,and died later on not because of the wound,but cause the bloody hospital refused to treat him until his uncle paid a deposit of RM5000.WTH lah.People dying already still need to pay deposit.Treat 1st then later settle payment lah!If he no money,means must die ar.Is a human life not even worth a pathetic RM5000?Stupid hospital.Should go find the people involved,injure their relatives serverly,then don't treat them.Let them bleed to death.Say unless they pay US$50,000 deposit then treat.Assholes sia.Who in the world carries that much money around with them.Contary to popular belief,people do not go round thinking "Maybe I should bring out a few thousand bucks,just in case my relative gets into a life-threatening accident and i need to pay a deposit.".Sheesh.What were the hospital staff thinking?Heh.Stuff like this can only happen in that country lah.Tsk tsk tsk.Damn sad lah.Money-minded freaks.

Oh man.What is the world coming to lah.Why those stupid human rights people kaobei us for executing a person who broke OUR country's law,yet sit back and shake leg when some 18yr old dies coz of freaking money-minded shitheads.This further proves that some people are simply idiots.

saturdays are good days...

2005-12-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

I love Saturdays.I have a whole day free to do what i want.Mostly slack my ass off.Haha.Like today.Well,at least i studied abit for the maths quiz.And attempted to read through microbio.Hahaha...

And so insanely stupid lah."Putfile Says Goodbye to Singapore".If you didn't know,putfile.com is a site where people can upload videos,so that other people can go and view them there.I think its so lame ass stupid of the admin to do that lah.I quote,
"Putfile prefers to not continue to provide our free uploading service to a country that executes prisoners by hanging, a method of execution which can take up to six minutes to painfully execute the victim.

For this reason, we are at this time terminating all service to users from Singapore. We shall be happy to restore service following any positive move from the government of Singapore towards abolition of hanging as an execution method." ...

WTF lah.Don't use then don't use lor.Your site very big ar.And i think those admin are also shitheads.Wait till got relatives die of drug overdose lah.See if they still think like that.They have no concept of what would have happened if that amt of drugs got on the streets lah.How many people who suffer from that.Sheesh.

And what "method of execution which can take up to six minutes to painfully execute the victim".Hanging does not involve the suffocation of the person can.IDIOTS.A noose is tied tightly arnd the person's neck,and the person is dropped from a platform that opens up below him.His body weight,together with gravity,snaps his neck,and he dies instantly.No pain whatsoever.What 6minutes.Get your facts right before you come kaopei our country can.Heh.I rest my case.Some people have dung for brains.

sianed...

2005-12-02T19:21:00.000+08:00

Today damn sian lah.Go sch for 2hrs of CATS.Arggg...After that i went down to Queensway,wanted to get a shoebag and some new tshirts,but in the end only got 1 new tshirt.Wasted trip.Oh well.Hahaha...

And so funny lah.Our IPC lecturer replied Dory and me,and she said that we couldn't retake the quiz,and hoped that the 1% penalty would serve as a reminder to take note of our deadlines.Then she said,and i quote,"Maybe you were distracted by your 'smoking/non-smoking' song?"What the.We sang that song to her ONCE,outside the LT lah.Hahaha.To think she actually remembered that we sang that song lah.Haiz.Nvm.Must work alittle harder for IPC.Hopefully that 1% would be very very very insignificant.And sorry Dory for sabo-ing u also.I seriously thought it was due on friday.Haiz.

Yesterday,went out with Huat,Stamfy,Patty and Dory.To Bugis to get bags.The trip there was damn funny lah.Keep killing each other asses,then FOAD-ing and POAD-ing.Then after walking arnd at Bugis Street,we went down to town,where we saw Dory's bung friend.Yuck lah.I abhor bungs.So disgusting.Ewww.Then,we went back to Bugis again,to buy the bags we saw.Everytime i buy stuff with friends,i always end up spending the most.My bag cost $40.Arrgg.Must save money.Still got so many things i wanna buy.AhHH!At least no need to look for bag already.

And i love 1F07 lah.We're the craziest class,always making so much noise.And all the songs.Got Lao Da piguda version 1 and 2,the GYM song,the Smoking song,and the Pang Shushu shi wu ya song.And many more.Hahahaha.Darn lah,we all gonna split next year.Hopefully the bulk of us would still stay together.

And to think that everything you told me was a lie lah.Tsk tsk tsk...

boo...

2005-11-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.My hamster died.I have no idea why.It was still very active yesterday leh.Today just lie there and died.Haiz..Oh well.I guess it died of old age.About 2yrs already i think.

Yesterday went to gym with Huatose and Stamfy.Pretty tiring,and my arms are aching now.But must go gym more,to train for NS.Huat,Stamfy,let's go gym somemore!

And yesterday,after gyming,we went to makan at Yew Tee.And there was a roach in Huat's herbal chicken.Yuck lah.What's with roaches lah.Eariler that day,there was this baby roach on my pencil box in the LT.I think i flicked it off to the row infront.Hahaha.So disgustingly gross.Ewwww....

And the Nguyen case.Some Australian union wants to boycott SIA flights,something about not letting them refuel in Australia and so on.WTH lah.I think that these people are simply assholes.When the shit is not in their own backyards,they talk so much crap.Wait till the shit is in their backyard,see what they do lah.Crap.Not say Singapore never warn you.You know smuggle drugs will die if kena caught,then still smuggle for what.You think play masak masak ar,do wrong thing then get a slap on the wrist?Fook you i say.I know that there are Aussies out there who agree with the Singapore Government,and i think they are the sensible ones.The ones who want to kaobei so much ones,i think that they are the ones with no concept of reality.Think everything say sorry and smile then solved already.They think is play game ar,lose liao press reset button.Sheesh.They have totally no respect for our country lah.Think we some Asian country then good to bully.Go eat your own poo lah.No brainers.

Plus that bloody Dr Chee.In Singapore cannot get any government seat,then talk so much shit.Total disgrace for us Singaporeans lah.Go on Aussie TV and kaobei Singapore.Somemore ask the US to boycott us.Really proves how low some people can go lah.And how brainless they can get.I bet his last name is Bye.Link it up together.Suits a guy like him.Assbrain.All i can say is I'd give him a one fingered salute,and ask him to FOAD.New abbrevation i learnt today. =X

I never knew such shitheads existed till now.And they really no brain.If Singapore lets that Nguyen guy off,wouldn't it send a message out to ALL drug dealers in the world?That Australians are the best people to use to smuggle drugs all over the world,coz the Australian body would never let any harm befall that person.Sheesh.Why would any sensible person want their kids/relatives to become drug smugglers because of that?Dumbasses.Really no brain to think.No offence to any Australians lah,but i really think that ppl who have that particular mindsets ought to be shot.Tsk tsk tsk.Commit the crime,do the time,or in this case,get hanged.I think that fella also damn suay lah,but gan zhuo gan dang.Dare to do,dare to face the consequences.I know this piece of news has been arnd for quite some time lah,but i cannot tahan already,must voice my views.Hahaha...

Arrg.Okie,off to bed.So damn tired.

woah...

2005-11-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

Went to the Sitex exihibition with Huat and Patty just now,after drums.Pretty sad lah,nothing much to see,but there were a lot of cheapo mp3 players there.1GB for like $115.I'm gonna start saving for a 5th generation IPod,or the IPod Video.So cool.Save up 1st,so when my IPod Mini screws up,will have money for a new one.Hahahahha.Had satay for dinner at the Expo.Shiok lah.I love satay... =)

Bought the new Bon Jovi cd today.Sounds good.Was comtemplating to buy the new G3 cd,with Vai,Satch and Petrucci,but decided on the Bon Jovi one instead.Cannot download mp3 already,must be law-abiding.Hahahahaha.I wonder what cd i'd be buying next.Was thinking of getting a Liu De Hua or Zhou Hua Jian cd,but i'd like know 2 or 3 songs lah,so i figured it would be pretty wasted.

I've gotta brush up on my drumming.Haha...

And sometimes it just doesn't pay to be nice. =)

oooo...

2005-11-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today was the 1st time i woke up so early on a weekend.Woke up at like 10 plus.And watched some super lame kid's show called the Grand Sazers or something.I have no idea why it appeals to the kids so much.Its so damn cheesy.And the English voice-overs seriously suck.Tsk tsk tsk.Weekends are for me to pay my sleep debt.I shall never wake up that early ever again.Hahaha.

And oooooo.I must be careful not to incur the wrath of the triads,now that old flames have been rekindled.Bwahahaha.I also want a universal remote control to turn stuff on and off in electrical shops.And the extra company would be nice. =X

And darn.I was almost knocked down by a lorry at Whitesands AGAIN.Lucky i hesitated for a moment for no apparent reason.If i had taken that extra step forward,i might have broken an arm or a leg.I should be more careful sia.And that Cisco guard who had noticed the lorry didn't even warn me lah.Tsk tsk tsk.

I guess that sometimes when life hurles crap in your direction,all you can do is try your best to avoid them,shrug,and go "Oh well" ...Plus i have to trust my feelings more.Recently,they've been leading me to the correct conclusions.It's so uncanny lah.On so many occasions.Haha.

And oh.I feel so argg.I feel like going WTF!Is this how it works?I feel like letting you know how i feel,but i doubt you'd give a shit.Never have,never will.Sheesh.And no,this does not have to do with any BGR issues.

Let's bypass the bullshit,
and move on because the minute hand moves faster than you think it does...

rain rain,go away...

2005-11-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

Damn.It rained today,so no tennis.Instead,we did some stretching and pilates.Tmr sure ache one.Hahaha.I want to play tennis!Arggg.I hope the rest of the fridays would not be rainy anymore.CATS was boring as usual.I think the lecturer damn pek chek with our class,always so dead,and no response one.Haha.

Speaking about cats,the same meow-cat came into my house again last night.Haiz.Lucky my bro saw it and chased it out of the house.Ewww.Stupid cat.Go into somebody else's house lah...Come my house eat my fish ar.Too bad no monster fishes like Lixing,or else the fish would eat the cat.Wasted.Hahaha.

And i finally watched Harry Potter on Wednesday.Totally disappointing lah.At least the company was good.Hahahaha.Siyan with the sexy-hoarse voice. =X ...The thing about the movie is,if you read the book before watching it,its a let-down,but if you didn't read the book before,the movie is very very confusing.Hopefully the subsequent movies aren't that sucky.And Emma Watson is hot. =X .And Daniel Radcliff is so hairy.Hairy Harry Potter.Hahahahaha.

And i'm alittle ticked off by somebody.Do you always unintentionally forget every single time?This has been one time too many lah.Maybe we should just forget about people who no longer keep us in their hearts and minds.Save us the trouble of getting disappointed.

And i'm also pretty irked by some other people also.Dammit lah.WTF has the person done to you.Take a look in the mirror 1st can.Pot calling kettle black.Sheesh...

And another thing also.Huatose,i slowly starting to feel more and more like how you do.Hopefully we both don't blow our tops eh?Hahaha. =)

They stab it with their steely knives, but they just can't kill the beast...

i abhor cats...

2005-11-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

So long never update.Abit sian lah.Hahaha...

So fast this is the 4th week since school reopened.Almost 1 month already.Arrg.So scary lah.School's been pretty fun as usual.1F07 never fails to make the day all-so-much more interesting and bearable.Life in NP would never be the same without Huatose,Stamfy,JiaJun,Patty and Yide.And the gals,of coz.Hahahaha. =X

And in my title,cats literally means cats.The ones that go meow,and not the other CATS module.A stupid cat just came into my house thru the window lah.Lucky my mama saw it and chased it out the house before it could go any further.Duno why these days so many cats around...Come up to 8th floor somemore lah.Eww.Must make sure that no other cats come in anymore.

I'm wondering whether i should get the e-drum kit.My dad seems pretty excited to get one for me.I guess all i have to do is to ask him,then i'd get one.But is it worth it??Argg.I duno leh.Buy or not to buy???I'm currently loving druming...Hahaha...I'm gonna try to write the score for Sweet Child O'Mine over the weekend.See if i can get it or not.Haha. =X

And its sad lah.How can people that were so close in the past become mere acquaintances?In the past,anything could be a talking point.Nowadays,there's nothing more than an awkward silence.And i'm not even talking about the people who disappeared yet.Its so wasted.I really hope that it doesn't happen anymore.It's one thing to lose a friend.It's another to lose a close friend whom you had thought would stick with you till the end of time.Everytime i think about it,i feel damn down.Arrgg.Irritating.

And i need a bag,clothes and a wallet. =(

AND i haven't watched Harry Potter yet. =((

so tired...

2005-11-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

Wow.2nd week so fast over.Scary.

I chose tennis for S&W.Today's lesson was pretty sian.And i've gotta go get an overgrip.The current grip on the racquet borrowed from glan is rotting away.Dirty my hand,shirt and shoes only.Hahaha.And today's CATS was so crappy lah.The teacher abit the lame.Buay tahan.

Went to cut my hair at Roxy today.Shaved off the sides.So cooling now.Hahahahaha. =X

And i seriously think i lack sleep.I always feel so tired in school.The worst thing is,at night,i usually can't get to sleep until like 1 or 2am.Arrgg....The fact that i'm down with the flu doesn't help a bit.Haiz... =(

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you

ahH!

2005-11-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

One week of school over.Pretty sian.Waste time only.Tsk tsk tsk.Monday go to sch at 8am,ended at 9am.Friday go to school at 8am,left at 10am.CATS got cancelled last minute.

Yesterday, i went down to City Hall to take a look at a drum shop,but it was closed.Waste my time again.Haiz...At least later i went out to makan with glan and yans.Going out with them is always a plus.Makes the whole day seem so much more perfect.Haha...

On Wed,went out with Patty,Huat and Yide after sch.Made our way down to Marina Square to gorge on Carl's Jr burgers.Damn huge can.Eat until explode.

On Monday,the steamboating was cancelled,so Patty,Huat,Dory and I went down to town to walk walk.We went bowling,then arcade-ing.Hahaha.Played Para Para.It was as equally funny as it was paiseh.Hahahaha...

And damn lah.Our math lecturer is sooooooooo sian.Can't stand it.Oh well.Abt 4 mths only...Must tahan!!!

And i came across some songs i used to listen to in the past.So nice.Now my laptop offically has 1125 MP3 songs.So much.Gotta delete some one day.

So hurry up and get here...

hmm..

2005-10-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Woah.Sch reopening in 2 days time.At least there would be something to do,and not just slack at home.Hahaha.But darn lah.School starts for me,whereas all the other JC people are having their hols.Alittle screwed up.Tsk tsk tsk.Oh well.

And i finally watched a horror movie in the cinema volunterily on thursday.The Wig.Not as scary as i thought it would be,but nevertheless,still pretty creepy.Or maybe it was just because i was covering my eyes for the most part of the movie.Hahahaha.Hum ji mah,what to do? =X ...There are some things to be learnt from The Wig.Firstly,don't ever buy stuff that is made from a dead person.Secondly,never drive behind a truckload of iron bars.Thirdly,never ever try to pick up a pocket mirror that you dropped and slid into an empty cubicle in the toilet.Finally,make sure that whoever you're dating is NOT GAY!Hahaha.

Sian ar!I need to buy a bag,and more clothes!!AhhHH!!

erm..

2005-10-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

Oh.And i just remembered another amusing event in secondary sch.We were sec3,and found this extremely huge caterpillar.Was as thick as my thumb,and twice as long.But it was dead.So Bing,Xing,Poon and I picked it up with some random wrksheet,and placed it into a small box we found.The rest of the day,we were playing arnd with the dead caterpillar.It sure beat paying attention in class.Haha.Then the next day,we decided to buy some mealworms to entertain ourselves with.Since we had so many,we started taking them out and playing with them.I think we scared some of the girls with the worms.Haha.Then during English period,we were fooling arnd with the mealworms,and started to squish them.Sadistic lah,but was far more entertaing then the teacher.After a while,she realised what we were doing,and made us write an essay on worms for punishment.It was pretty hilarious.The 4 of us were pretty much laughing our heads off.So being the good boys we were,we completed the essay.Such an utter waste of ink and paper lah.I remember ending my essay with something like "Worms also turn up in children's poems.One example is,'Nobody loves me,everybody hates me,I'm gonna eat some worms'."I had scribbled that down as an afterthought,and figured that it might be worth a laugh.Hahaha.We never did get back the essays.I wonder what she did to them.As for the mealworms,we kept them till they all died.Then we simply threw them into a bin outside the classroom.And there was this cleaner aunty who was making a fuss about why there were worms in the bin. =X

Darn.I have so much going through my mind.And that isn't good.Haha.Staring into space doesn't seem to help.AhhHH!I am going crazy.

Hmm...Maybe i'm a pain in the butt.That's why things always turn out like that.Oh well.Haha.

And they say that the most destructive of all lies are the lies you tell yourself.But sometimes,those same lies offer the only logical explanation there is.Go figure.

I must be trapped in a themepark...

comes with the territory

2005-10-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Oh well.2 more weeks of holidays.Must go out!!I've only been out like twice since the chalet only.Damn sian!Arrgg!

I was just day dreaming earlier today,and remembered some of the stuff I did in my secondary school days that were pretty amusing.I remember that in sec1,we started a fire for a BBQ at Pasir Ris beach under a sheet of canvas,because it was raining,but we didn't want to cancel it.Luckily,the rain stopped after awhile.I remember that in I remember that in sec2,we kept making fun of Nicky and Sheila.That's pretty funny,cause I had started the whole thing.Haha.Then there was the argument with Ching's clique that was more or less settled in sec3.Then in sec3,how much fun we had in Chen Ze Hou's lessons.The 15 of us were tucked away in some small unwanted CCA room,and the stuff we did were damn funny.Like breaking a stinkbomb next to Chen Ze Hou,and Bing and Boon dropping to their knees to ask for forgiveness from him.Expectedly,we all did like shit for our Chinese papers.Hahaha.We sure had loads of fun in his class.Then in sec4,Boon,Bing and I went to this mutual friend's chalet at Costa Sands.I vividly remember entering Cheers with Bing,then holding up a tube of 'femine wash',and asking what it was for.It immediately dawned on me and we ran off laughing our heads off.Then there was the scary frangipani that scared the 3 of us,making us flag a cab and spending arnd 5 bucks for it.Haha.Then Bing,Lixing and I went out to the Pasta Cafe to have dinner.We bought chips,salsa and cha-ye-dans for supper at Bing's place coz we were staying over there.We drank vodka,sake and barcardi.And I puked after the barcardi.Damn fun lah.And all the recesses spent walking arnd looking for stuff to entertain us.Those were the days man.I'd never forget them.All these are like just barely scraping the top lah.I'd blog about amusing past events that happened once in awhile,just for fun.Haha.

Then there was this email from Mr Chan.He wanted to motivate us to do well in our O levels.Sent to us in early sec4.It said,CHANGE BEGINS WITH CHOICE.It's basically an article by some American philosopher,Jim Rohn.It says that any day we wish,we can change how much we know,how we look,how we think,and that day can happen immediately, or next week, or next month, or next year.But we can also do nothing.We pretend rather than perform.And i quote from the article, "We cannot allow our errors in judgment, repeated every day, to lead us down the wrong path. We must keep coming back to those basics that make the biggest difference in how our life works out. And then we must make the very choices that will bring life, happiness and joy into our daily lives."In his conclusion,he says that if we do not like something in our lives,CHANGE IT!We are not trees.We have the ability to totally transform every single area of our lives,and that it all begins with our very own power of choice.

That was a pretty good article,and if any of you want it,i can email it to you.I guess,in layman terms,its saying, "If you want to get out of that ~~shithole~~ rut that you're in,GET OFF THAT LAZY RUMP OF YOURS AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.Making a concious decision to do something about it is already the 1st step.".This is pretty applicable for some people in 1F07 hor?Hahaha. =X .But well,i guess if they really want to change,i wouldn't be so hostile to them already.Best friends we might not become,but at least friends we will be.Haha. =)

Oh yea.And why doesn't any good thing ever last for me?Crap.Hahahaha. =X

I miss you... =(

o.O

2005-10-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

I was woken up by some stupid bird this morning.Right outside my window making so much noise.Irritating sia.Had half the mind to go shoot it with a rubber band.Lucky it flew off before i got the chance.Haha.

Its a tad demoralising.I never get the chance to tell you stuff.Whether its coincidence or not,i have no idea.Haha.It's a pretty bad feeling.It's like being last in a line of people.Everybody else has somebody to look out for them,but there's nobody behind me at all.Oh well.I'd just do what i always do.Get used to it.Hahaha. =X

I've got your backs,but who has mine?

boo

2005-10-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

Bleagh.Today wasn't that bad.Went out with Glan to find a dress for some wedding.Haha.She didn't get anything in the end.Tsk tsk tsk.Typical. =X

Reached home at about 4,then watched Dodgeball.So lame lah.I've gotta go rent better movies sia.I wanna watch Brotherhood,the korean war movie,but its M18.Arg.A few more months.Then I'd be 18.Legal to buy alcohol and smoke.Hahahahahhaha. =X .Not like i'd ever want to smoke that is.Waste my money.

Chatted with Jiali and Siewlee last night.It's pretty uplifting when one is able to talk to people whom one hasn't met in awhile.Pretty much made my day. =)

I want to get more tshirts.I want to get a new bag.Old one tearing apart.I want to get a StickFast Ninja toy.I want to get a pair of khaki pants.I want my $28 fishes to stop dying on me.I want to not be the person always standing at the wrong end of a firing squad.I want to have a nice little dinner with my friends.Is this too much to ask? =(

6 feet under

2005-10-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

AhhHH!So sian.There's nothing to do! =( ...And Glan's 'don't eat after 8' thing is working!I'm eating much less these days!Hahahaha.

And what the hell is happening around the world.The earthquake that just happened in South Asia.Estimated 30,000 dead.Argg.On Boxing Day last year, 225,000 people perished in the tsunami.Late August, 1200 people were killed by hurricane Katrina.Last month, some typhoon took the lives of 120 poor souls.And now, another 30,000.Mama Nature is sure pissed.If i didn't know better,i'd say that the end of the world is coming.Haha.Oh well.I pity the people who had their lives taken away prematurely.Mama Nature is a force NOT to be reckoned with.

And the stupid shithead terrorists.Mama Nature kill so many people already,they still want to kill.Go lock yourselves in a room,then blow your backsides up together lah.Stupid dimwits tarnishing the Muslim religion.Those bombers really have shit for brains.Those terrorists aren't Muslims at all!Killing in the name of God.What a joke.Heh.Dumbass.

And sheesh.Who the hell am i kidding man.I'd never be held up there with the others.I guess it'd always be this way.Turkeys don't become eagles. =)

aftermath of chalet

2005-10-08T00:33:00.000+08:00

Haha.Too lazy to blog about the class chalet until now.Was damn fun lah.Scheming girls.NEVER TRY TO SABO 1F07 GUYS!We'd get you back!Hahahahahaha.The stealing of the water bombs was so perfect.We had like only 30 plus waterbombs,whereas the girls had a few hundred.But what we lacked in ammo,we made up in spirit.Was sure fun sia.Haha.

On Sunday,Huatose and Patty came over to my place to stay.We talked for like so long before we slept lah.So funny.Haha.Then on Monday,off to the chalet at Aloha Changi.I had an encounter with a....yea.Damn freaky can.Actually 2 encounters.Ask me if you want to know.I too freaked out to blog about it now.Then on the 1st day,Dory stayed over with the guys.So funny.2nd day,everybdy else came over.Mrs Tang also made a guest appearance.After the bbq-ing and the water bombing,it was off to see the ah kwas!Hahaha.They look so eeeeee yer.Voice so manly.Yucks.We bought some "crazy juice" from Cheers also.Haahaha.Then 3rd day,the guys didn't really sleep.Pillow fought for awhile,then it was 6.Then we heard a loud crash,so we went down to take a look.Then we decided to just stay down to play mahjong.Played until 7 plus,then went to slp.Had to wake up at 8 to clean up.So hiong.And the girls still got the energy to watch a movie.Tsk tsk tsk.Well,the chalet was waaaay fun.Save for the encounters that is. *Shudders*....

And my results were pretty alright.Hopefully can get better results.I read about the 2 new universities opening in Singapore.The New South Wales one and the Warwick one.Apparently Warwick has a course in biotechnology.So i'm gonna strive for that.Must stay in Singapore to get my degree!!Hahaha.

And i suddenly have rashes.Dammit.Hopefully its just coz the sheets at the chalet were dirty,and not dengue.My holidays are not meant to be spent in a hospital.Bleagh.

Haiz.I feel alittle loser-fied.Why can't i do things that certain other people can?Why can they do that,but i can't?I should be able to do so too.Maybe i'm dispensable or something.Hahahaha. =X

People don't usually remember what you've said or done,but they usually remember how you made them feel...

idiots...

2005-10-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

God dammit.Some dimwit who has shit for brains went to bomb Bali again.Haven't the poor souls there been through enough?!Thank God that this time,the death toll isn't that high.3,the last I heard.Those shitheads are real assholes.You know what i reckon we should do to them?Catch them,round up their WHOLE family,and kill them one by one,infront of that sucker.Let him get a taste of what he's causing other people to feel.Then after that,throw that ass into a gay prison and let him kena poke backside.Ku ku chiaw.Sometimes,I feel that its necessary to swoop down to their level.Fight fire with fire.If we give one inch,they'd want a foot.So i say,SCREW THEM.Go mess up somebody else's life,we mess with theirs.

Ok,I know it sounds pretty harsh,but in this instance,violence should begret violence.These shitheads most probably wouldn't listen to any reasoning anyway.And i get very agitated whenever i heard news about a bombing.I pray hard that Singapore would not get hit by the peabrains.All it takes is a single dumbass on a MRT train,and lives would be changed forever.Bombs aren't that dangerous.Its the dumb fucker who wields it who is dangerous.Dammit.I hate terrorists.

when i go down

2005-09-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

Went down to the Concourse to get some fun stuff for the chalet.Balloons,glowsticks,sparklers.Hahaha.Can't wait sia. =X ...

And I was almost hit by a lorry today.At this rate,i'm pretty sure that a vehicle is gonna kill me,one way or another.Haha...

And damn.I think i've gotten 'always-hungrytitis'...I need to cut down on how much i eat.AhhHH!

And i just realised something the other day.Somebdy told me that her special someone (hehehe...Manly's darling!) sang to her over the phone once.I was pretty impressed by that,until i found out that he performs in public also.Then i started thinking,its not such a big deal for somebdy who can sing to sing to someone else.Yea,its sweet,but its nothing much.However,if somebdy who can't sing sings to someone else,then its a different matter.Yeah,it might sound horrible and all that,but at least that person had the guts,and put in the effort to do something that he isn't comfortable with.Its just like how it's no big deal for Michael Jordan to execute a perfect slam dunk,or for Slash to dish out a mind-blowing guitar solo.BUT,it'd be a VERY big deal if Slash does a slam dunk,and Jordan plays a guitar solo.What I'm trying to say is,it isnt much if we do something for someone while we're still in our own comfort zone,but its helluv-alot to step out of our comfort zone to do something for someone.Don't do something for someone coz you're comfortable with it,do something for someone despite being uncomfortable with it.The person might not notice,but you'd have the self satisfaction that what you had done for the person was truely from the heart.Nobody ever does anything they're not comfortable with for another person if he doesn't mean it at all.Hahahaha.I've gained enlightenment,have you? =)

Darn.I have to stop myself from thinking what i'm thinking now.Nothing good is to come from it,i'm sure.Somethings are just meant to be like that.Hahahaha.Don't leap,you'd never fall. =X

I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

double prawn medicated oil

2005-09-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

Went down to clementi with xing to get some stuff.Spent quite a lot.But i got to eat the wanton mee!Damn shiok.Hahahha.

I spotted this old and run down chinese medical hall,and remembered that i wanted to get the qing chao you for the chalet,so i happily bought a $1 bottle.The weird thing is,the brand is "Double Prawn".Damn funny lah.What kind of a name is double prawn?Hahahhaha...Weirdo.

And damn.My cannister filter is what i had expected.Output too weak.Should have used a powerhead with a stronger flow.Oh well.It'd still do.Will extend the wire tmr.Hopefully it doesn't burst and flood the balcony.Hahahhaha...

I wanna watch The Myth and The Longest Yard!!Who wants to watch with me?!AHHH!!There's nobody to watch with!Boo. =(

exhausted...

2005-09-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

Was pretty tired today.Met huatose and yide at PS to get some stuff for the chalet.Didn't buy much in the end.Haha.But huatose and i did sign up for drum lessons at Yamaha.Every Sunday,at 2pm.Song bo.Hahaha.After that huatose and i went down to heeren to see see look look,then i took 518 back to Pasir Ris.It took about 1hr lah.At least i got to sleep.Hahahah.

And there.You really ARE a loser.I rest my case.

...

2005-09-25T01:51:00.000+08:00

I feel like crap right now.And i have 2 gigantic mosquito bites.I hope i get dengue and die.Boo.

i try,but...

2005-09-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

Boo.I'm feeling pretty lousy now.I have a sudden urge to go sit at the beach and do nothing.Or maybe i'd just stare at my laptop screen until i feel sleepy,or until i feel better.Hahaha.Its a weird feeling to have.I can feel i tightness around my chest area,and its like something is trying to claw its way outta my chest.My brain is saturated with all kinds of stuff,and i try to shake them outta my head.Oh well,it'd go away sooner or later,just like always.

On a lighter note,the Ambassador training camp was pretty fun.Made loads of new friends,some quirkier then others.Haha.Games were waaaaaay fun,and my grp came in 2nd!Not bad sia.Once again,the girls outnumbered the guys.There were about 40 new recruits,and about 13 to 15 guys.Was a great experience,with all the bonding activities and teambuilding stuff.I'm looking forward to working together with them in our 1st assignment.Haha.

And i just realised something.I can't stand people like you.You lying piece of crap.Heh.And if any of you think that i'm talking about you,its probably not you if i'm still talking to you guys.Hahaha.

Playing to win
But losing just the same
I try...But...

many many moneys...

2005-09-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

Went out with the guys today to renew passport.In the end i had to spend an extra $5 to take a photo,coz the current one in my passport is too old.Hahaha...And i never knew it cost so much to replace an IC.Scary sia.After extending our passports,we went to army market to grab a bite,then took a cab down to Bugis.Hahahaha.The taxi driver must have been pissed.Earn $4 only.Hahaha.

Then we watched "The Sound of Thunder".Storyline pretty alright,but the graphics sucked lah.I can't believe that such sucky graphics still existed.The ending was pretty abrupt too.Basically its a movie about time travel,and how a single little thing can alter the future drastically.Haha.How a dead butterfly caused us to evolve into cute little,wide eyed,tentacle mouthed gollum-looking creatures.IMO,the movie is just a more action-packed version of The Butterfly Effect by Ashton Kutcher.TBE was much better though.A deeper movie.Albeit vulgar though.Hahaha.The Chaos Theory.Gotta love it.Haha. =X

I've a feeling that something big is gonna happen soon.I've a feeling that something that always have happened to me will happen again.Oh well.At least i'd be mentally prepared this time,if it really does happen.Hahahha.

...

2005-09-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna eat some worms. =(

ahhh.

2005-09-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.Rotted at home again.I don't even recall what i did today sia.Cham liao.Hahaha.Nvm,must savour this 'do nothing' period,b4 the next semester starts again.Hahaha.I can't wait for the promos to be over,so that can go out with all you jc ppl. =)

I've come to realised that what mindset i had in the past,was actually not very wrong.Although still not good to have.Hmmm...Crap lah.But oh well.To each his own.

Sometimes how much people mean to you,doesn't equal how much you mean to them.Somebody once told me not to become such a prominent part of somebody's life,then disappear suddenly.Haha.Its so ironic,coz it always happens to me.Oh well.I've learnt to set expectations low.I don't really expect much from people.Sounds bad,but it works for me.You'd never crash if you never want to fly.Hahahaha.Twisted eh?Another somebody once told me to aim for the stars,so if i miss,i might still be able to hit the moon,and i was thinking,why not aim for the trees,so if you overshoot and hit something higher,you'd be loads happier.Hahahaha. =X

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers

But i dont want that
No not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

my hottie

2005-09-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

Bwahahaha.Met yans at parkway.All your fault.Never stop me from cutting my hair.Hahaha...Now my hair super short sia...haiz...At least i'm using less shampoo this way.Haha.Oh well.It'd grow.Then we went katong laksa-ing,and pooling.You pool too much.Bleagh.Hahhahaha.Spending time with you is always good. =) .Don't u dare disappear from my life!Or i'd sink into depression and slit my wrists or something. =P ..Next year zhong qiu jie i play sparklers with you!!

Yea,its zhong qiu jie today.Moon's full and bright.Beautiful.

And my granddad is nuts.Threaten to use a sword he picked up from god-knows-where on my dad and aunt.Crazy fella lah.Well,i do hope he comes and kao bei me 1st.I'd be sure to inflict some pain on him.Makes my blood boil.I'm more worried for my mum,bro and his gf.My mum is weaker and can't run from him.My bro is too nice for his own good,and same goes for his gf.At least my dad would know what to do.And i'd just run if he comes chasing with a sword.Hahaha.Crap.Asshole broke up the family.Heh.

Rot!

2005-09-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

AhhhH!After exams so sian.Nothing to do lah.Rot away the whole day.Sianed!

And I think time passes like crazy.So fast,one semester is over.4 mths with 1F07.A real fun 4mths i'd say.In the blink of an eye,year1 is gonna be over.So damn fast lah.I think i'm like still half stuck in secondary school.I think nothing will compare with the 16th year of my life sia.Times during sec4 were the best so far.Maybe after poly,it'd change.Haha.

Ambassador's camp from thurs to sat.Hope its gonna be fun.Haha...At least won't be rotting at home anymore. =X

New Blogskin!

2005-09-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

Muahaha.New blogskin.Nice ornot.Took me 2hrs getting everything right.I wonder how it looks in Explorer...I'm currently using FireFox.Hahaha.

Made a disappointing trip down to Yishun with Lixing today.Waste my time go there,then don't have what i was looking for.In the end we went to Clementi instead to get what we wanted.And Clementi there got damn shiok wan tan mee sia.Next time must go and eat again.Yum yum.

Bwahahahaha.Pooneth is so cartoon lah.Tell people he's attached,then in the end he isn't.So funny lah.Poor him.Apparently the girl got upset when we probed further. o.O ...Weird lah he.Since sec sch like so kan cheong to get into a relationship.Tsk tsk tsk.Poon,if you're reading this,RELAX!Take your time lah.No need to kan cheong and get into a relationship just for the sake of getting attached.No point one.Hahaha.

And you guys who want the pictures the guys and I took when we were KBox-ing,its at http://s27.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=19A5BU9K03LF90G5K0PTBAL71F ...Go DL it fast.Will expire soon.

2005-09-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

Yay!!Everything's over!Play play play!!!Song bo.OBC was not as tough as i thought it would be,but still not easy.No matter,its all over!!BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA...

After the paper,the non-SRS guys went to KBOX at Lot1.Never heard of that place before right.Coz its at Choa Chu Kang.Hahaha...There's a video of us doing some stupid dance,will put up the link once patty is done with it.Damn funny lah.

And screw you lah.You and your blatant lies.At least i don't go around spreading bullshit lah.Heh.

2005-09-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

Ahhh!Exam tmr!And i think i'm sick.My head feels weird.Argg.

And a few people have been asking me about my previous post.If i didn't tell you who it is,and haven't mentioned anything about it to you,then you're most probably not who i'm refering to.Sheesh...How many times can a blog be misinterpretated?

And yans!!After your promos we go pool,the stick hit ball kind,then eat katong laksa!!Yay!!! =)

2005-09-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hmm.Its the 11th of September today.The 4th anniversary of the Twin Towers incident.Stupid ball-less freaks.I hope they're still rotting in hell.You know what they should do to the masterminds and minions of such acts?Grab their whole family,and torture their family infront of them.Who cares if they're woman and children?They didn't give a damn when they killed all the other innocent people.Sadistic lah,but oh well,they should reap what they sowed.Cowards.

And the maid-chop-maid thing.Haiyo.Come Singapore ask you to work you come here kill people.Are you stupid or stupid.Don't even think about your kids back home.Sheesh,some people are sure thick.I seriously think they should hang her,make her an example.Maybe the last maids-kill-employer thing made these kind of people think that they can escape a death sentence if they claim to be "mentally unstable" at that point of time.If that maid had the initiative to hack up the body and attempt to hide it,she ain't "mentally unstable" lah.Tsk tsk tsk.Poor dead maid.Haiz.And how come all the murder-and-chop-up-body stuff seem to keep happening to foreigners?Huang Na,then the other chinese woman whose name i forgot,then now this poor maid?Not good sia.Wait scare away all the tourists.Tsk tsk tsk.

Yay.I think i'm pretty competant at CBio already.Hopefully can get an A.Then for OBC...well,I DON'T WANNA REPEAT IT NEXT SEM!So i hope my 60% is pretty high.AhhhhH!

Hmmm...Its weird lah.There's no point in time in my life where everything is smooth sailing.Its been a pretty choppy journey for me the past few months,but things have toned down since,although still alittle unsteady.AhhHH!Maybe one day i'd get off the sampan i'm currently on,and move on to a large yacht or something.Hahaha.Get boating license!! =X

Ahhh.Sometimes i feel bad for not being able to make your day leh.Or at least make you happy or cheer you up.It seems that everybody else around you can do so,but i can't.Sometimes i feel that you're doing all the giving,and me,all the taking.Sigh.It'd all change in due time,i hope. =)

2005-09-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

I love Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen.Rawks.Classic sia.Haha.It's playing in the background as i blog.

Ahh.I'm too slack.Wasted a whole day.Didn't study at all.Die lah.

Hmm.I've been trying to say something,just cant find the right time.Oh well. =(

I'd either cut or dye my hair after the exams.Blegh.

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me.

2005-09-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

Attempted to mug at the airport.Failed miserably.Saw so many AHS ppl there lah.Song bo.

Song bo!Chalet confirmed already.Gonna be super fun.Looking forward to it.Haha.3rd to 5th October.Yay!!

Muahahaha.Its so amusing observing some people.The way they act and respond to certain issues.It gets freaky at times too.And some people are too fook-ass stupid and ignorant and think too highly of themselves.World doesn't evolve around u guys yea?

And Tan SiYan.Call HK triads on me.I where got bully u?!You started it lah.Tsk tsk tsk.Is this how you repay my love for you?!Haiyo....Break my heart only. =(

2005-09-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.Got to see them again.Hahaha.This is a good week!Mugged.More or less understand lipids and amino acids already.Metabolism tmr.AhhH!Hope i can understand,or i'm screwed.

Class tshirt!Nice!Haha.I will never wear it when SRS wears it.Blegh.Today that blob make the gals angry.Tsk tsk tsk.Nxt time he ask me stuff i say i duno,coz "I was in malaysia".Crap.

I just realised smething else.Its not a matter of can or cannot,but a matter of will or will not.Its not "Can i be a doctor in the future",but "Will i be a doctor in the future".Not "Can i be by your side in the future",but "Will i be by your side in the future".We all have the potential to do things we wanna do,but whether circumstances allow us to,is a whole different matter.Haiz.I dun dare to think of the future already.

Oh yea.I need more tshirts.And a decent looking bag.Any 2nd hand stuff?I'd buy it off you if i like them!Hahaha.

Hahaha.See.I was right.Tsk tsk tsk.Scandal scandal.Blegh. =P

2005-09-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

Haha.Good day today.Got to see them 3 again.Although for a short short while.Mugged with glan from 10 to 1230.Then sheila showed up for lunch.Then she left for city hall at 130.Then glan and i went to pasir ris to meet yan,then they went to tekong for glan's darling's POP.Hahahaha!I'm gonna start calling him that too. =X

Ahh.Exams coming already.Die die die.Aiming for a pass for OBC,and at least a B for cellbio.Haha.Ahhh!Metabolism sucks!Biochem sucks!Organic chem lagi sucks! =X

Heh.Secondary option.I wonder how people interpreted it.Most probably in the wrong way.Aiya.Who cares lah,its my blog.BLEGH.

I kinda got enlightened on something the other day.We have one life,and its the only one we're gonna get.It isn't like some RPG game,where u can restart the whole game and start on a new clean sheet.Choices we make today affect us tomorrow.Permenantly.So far,i'm pretty contented with the choices i've made so far.Hmm...Let's hope my next step is a right one.Obstacles in life might stumble me,but not stop me.I'm gonna be the most of what i can be.Muahahahaha!!

2005-09-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

Arg.Still sick.All Stamfy fault.People in 1F07 all falling sick already.Hahahaha.I keep having to blow my nose at 15min intervals.AHHH!!

Some people are simply ignorant.Heh.Can't really stand people like that.Tsk tsk tsk.

And sometimes it hurts me to know that i'm mostly a secondary option.It seems so much easier to blow me off then the next other person.Haha.Oh well.

2005-09-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Watched a documentary on CNA,abt Krakatoa.Its a volcano on some island in Indonesia that erupted in 1883,with devastating effects.The eruption was soooo massive that even people in Perth could distinctively hear the eruption.Around 36k people died.Damn siao lah.The volcano blew itself up,and only 1/3 of the island remained after the eruption.The sound of the eruption echoed throughout the whole world for 5 straight days!Crazy lah.Apparently there's a new volcano that's forming again,called Anak Krakatoa,or the 'Son of Krakatoa'.If it erupts like how it did in 1883 again,Singapore's gonna be pretty screwed.

Abit siao leh.Like more and more natural disasters occuring.Tsunami late last year,and recently,the hurricane which tore through New Orleans.Such an utter waste of life.It's not only such a waste,but it's extremely disturbing and frightening lah.Unlike the 9/11 attack,this disasters were not man-made,but simply the ugly side of Mama Nature.At least there was a face behind the terrorist attacks,and somebdy to point our fingers at and blame.Moreover,preventive measures can also help prevent those cowards from doing their acts of "look-ma-i-have-no-balls-but-watch-me-blow-myself-skyhigh!".But with natural disasters,there's nobody behind it.Nobody to take the blame.Nobody for the world to work in arms to get rid of.No way to prevent it from happening.All we can do is cower in a corner and pray that everything calms down soon.That notion sure makes me feel squrimish.Let's hope that nothing like that will happen in our lifetime yea?Hahaha...

Heh.Some people are weird lah.I'm NOT talking about anybody in particular though.Use brain before saying things lah.Put yourself in the other person's shoes.What do you think he/she would be feeling?Now,run along and ponder on what you've done.Blegh.